Sometimes it seems like life has failed us. The things we want the most do not always happen for us as perfectly as we hope. Yet the hardest part is picking ourselves up after these lows. When we don’t stand back up sometimes we will walk around thinking about all of the worst possible situations. Our minds race directly toward the drastic wrongs instead of looking at the good that just happened.
Yeah life is hard. It sucks. It pisses me, personally, off more than anything else. I hate the rough patches in my road: stress, frustration, and even failure at times. I have been dealing with self-loathing since the beginning of this school year. I have been constantly in a state of loneliness and depression. I fear the worst and in return I create the worst. My heart has been through so much destruction which has been inflicted on my own account.
How is it that our minds can control so much of who we are? If we tell ourselves we are confident and strong woman, we glow that! If we tell ourselves we are not worth any attention, our flesh seems to mold green in every conversation we have. It is a shame that in a world where the rules to playing the game of life have become so fine-line that fouls are constantly called on us when no one read us the game-plan. It is hard, yes, but it is the challenge that will make us stronger.
If there aren't technically any rules to follow, then don’t let the bench hold you down. Get back up after that foul and try again. Unlike in football, you will never have enough fouls called on you. You always get to play again.
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